thinking kinda day!

So here I sit on the laptop waiting for my pearl colored nails to dry, pondering things that really have no need for pondering ;) But sometimes I just like to put things down on paper (or blogger rather)!
So one of my sons is in the background playing xbox games since the weather is so raining and gloomy, two of our other kids are with there mother headed to another town and I am sitting here thinking of baby names that I like....no we are NOT having any more kids to add to our crazy loving life, but none the less, maybe someone reading this post will fall in love with the names and use them!! So yes, I do have a step daughter, but I have boundries with her as any step mother would have, ear piercings, hair cuts, the "mom" things that I would love to do with her, I have to step back in the shadows and allow her "real" mom to do. So girl names come to mind.... I adore Tensly, Bently and Ellie. The name Timber has crossed my mind, but it doesn't really come up first on my list. I can imagine combing her hair and oddly enough I look WAY into the future and imagine lunch dates, shopping, christmas gathering and boy talk with "her". It's crazy were and how life takes you in different directions! I am so very thankful I have a step daughter to do some of these things with, but oddly it's just not the same. Maybe one day we shall adopt a little girl who doesn't have a family or a "mom" and we shall be adventures together then :) Until that conversation comes up with the husband (or out loud with me) I will be thanking my lucky stars for the 3 beautiful children we have! Today my son and I will make believe we live in a castle far away and superheros' come to save the princess from bad guys, wild animals or fire breathing dragons- nothing really makes my heart happier than using my imagination with him and watching him play. His whole imagination and heart goes into playing out these wild scenes and I often catch myself watching him and forgetting my roles as the "princesses". Which might I add irritates my little boy that I'm not staying in character :)
So for anyone looking for baby girl names, there are some of my favorite ones- out on the table for you to grab up! Until next time, I have some playing to do!